I've been reflecting a lot lately about the many blessing I have in my life.
As a teenager I thought my life would have turned out tons different. I thought I would be married by 20, I was going to be done with child bearing by the age of 30. I always thought I would be in a small town.
For the most part however it is the way I expected. I always wanted to be a stay at home mom. In fact I think that was the most important to me.
So, I have been thinking. Thinking about all of the many blessing I have in my life.
I am so blessed with good health.
I hurt my arm two years ago. I was laying on the couch with Jacob when he was just a wee little babe. Abby was on me too, then she wanted to get down, so I was helping her down with one arm. She didn't get down as quickly as I thought she would, instead she swung on my arm like a little monkey and pulled a muscle or something. One day I even had Emma stay home from school so she could help me, she even helped me get dressed, she learned how a bra goes on. She brushed my hair, helped change diapers, she was such a good help. Well I got it all taken care of and all seemed to be well.
This past month it started hurting for a couple days I could barely pick my arm up above my head. It made me realize how blessed I am that I am able to care for my kids, clean my house, work in the yard (my favorite), chase chickens, and ride my bike. Isn't it wonderful to have good health.
Since I have realized what a great blessing it is to have good health I have played with my kids more, kept the house cleaner. I have had so much joy in being a mother.
I have been so blessed to have a wonderful husband who loves me and I love him.
He is so humble. When I am frustrated with any of his little faults he is quick to say he is sorry and try to be better. Isn't that all we can ask for? One who tries their best? One who is able to change their ways for the better for the one they love?
I am blessed with kids that are just great! They are kids that is for sure, but they can be taught and they love to help. And they love being part of this family.
I am so blessed to be raised by good parents who wanted the best for me. Parents that taught me to be who I am today.
I have been blessed to be taught the teaching of Jesus Christ.
I have especially been blessed with a loving Heavenly Father who loves me and lets me know that he does.
I have been blessed with good friends throughout my life. I never had a lot of friends at one time but I always had a good friend to get me though every part of my life.
Every time I wanted to make a "bad" choice in life, I had a friend that would stop me. Even friends that that had lower standards than myself would keep me "good".
I love the quote I heard on my mission:
"You are a piece of a puzzle from someone else's life.
You may not know where you fit.
But others will fill there lives with pieces of you."
I don't know if that is quoted exactly right. I will have to find it sometime.
A few years after my mission I went to do some work in the temple.
The lady that gave me the name of the woman I was going to do the work for said,
"She has been waiting for you."
I smiled.
The lady said,
"I am not making this up. She has been waiting."
I smiled again, looked at the name, tears came to my eyes and I said, "I know."
The last name was Booker. I had recently learned of a member from my mission, Ruth Booker. She had recently passed away. I loved Ruth, she is one of those people that has become a few puzzle pieces in my life. She taught me SO much. She would always say,
"You can always tell when I am having a hard time in life, because that is when I have the biggest smile on my face."
She also taught me that you should never be afraid to share the gospel with everyone. She always had referrals for us. She talked with people in the grocery store, at the doctors office, anywhere she would go she would open her mouth.
I have been very blessed to have a place I can call home. I love the house I am in, yeah it is too small. But I can call it home, I can paint the walls any color I want, I can plant any plant I want outside, I can have chickens without asking permission.
My husband has been blessed with a steady job. We haven't felt the recession that bad.
I am thankful that I feel my Heavenly Fathers hand in my life every day. I am so grateful for the direction he has given me.
Life really is great.